Once again I have found myself in the middle of a rather heated Facebook debate. The topic that another girl and I were fighting over is going to be the topic of this post. Our fight was over the big, bad, and awfully scary treatment: electroconvulsive therapy or ECT. And as a disclaimer I’d just like to remind everybody that I am not a doctor and will be writing based off of research I’ve done as well as my own personal experience with it.
Once again I have found myself in the middle of a rather heated Facebook debate. The topic that another girl and I were fighting over is going to be the topic of this post. Our fight was over the big, bad, and awfully scary treatment: electroconvulsive therapy or ECT. And as a disclaimer I’d just like to remind everybody that I am not a doctor and will be writing based off of research I’ve done as well as my own personal experience with it.
Firstly, I’d like to explain what ECT is for those who don’t know. Basically it’s when your brain is briefly electrocuted to induce seizures. It’s mainly used as a last resort treatment for depression, mania, and catatonia. I have heard it described as “cruel and barbaric” which is why I wanted to write about it. I know that it’s different for everybody and I know people who have quite the horror stories when it comes to ECT. But for me it has been life-saving. I’ve never been more happy and stable in my life. The side effects are beyond terrible, but for me, they’re worth it!
Next, I’d like to explain what a round of ECT is like. I have gone for about 15 rounds with my next one 3 ½ weeks away. By my house there is a neurologic institute that has an entire suite dedicated to providing ECT three times a week. Right now I’m going once a month. Most people go three times a week for 3-4 weeks and then either stop and go back to medications or start to go less and less until they reach maintenance therapy which is when you go once every or every other month. I went three times a week for about two weeks but started to go less and less because the side effects were really bad.
First I met with the doctor who would be administering my treatments so he could decide whether he thought it’d be good treatment for me and to discuss how it worked and what to expect. Then I had to get clearance from my primary doctor and go for a routine blood test. Once that was all done and my insurance company quit being a pain in the butt I was approved and ready to start treatment.
I usually get to the place at about 6:15 in the morning, (I like to be the first patient there…they have scheduled times for patients but they usually just take them as they come in. By being there that early I go first and don’t have to wait forever). My mom or boyfriend has to drive me there because I cannot drive myself home afterwards. I climb into one of the hospital beds and fill out all the paperwork while the nurses take my vital signs and get an IV started in my arm. The headaches afterwards are extremely intense so they give me Toradol IV beforehand to lessen the severity of the headaches. Once the psychiatrist gets there I speak to him briefly and am wheeled off to the treatment room. The procedure nurse and anesthesiologist stick leads all over my body and then the anesthesiologist gives me some oxygen. The nurse there that goes into the procedure room to assist the doctors always holds my hand until I go under which is amazing because despite going 15 times, I am still extremely anxious before each treatment. The anesthesiologist then puts something into my IV and my arm gets all burny and achy feeling and within seconds I am knocked completely unconscious. Next thing I know I wake up feeling extremely hungover and then I get into a wheelchair and am wheeled out to my mother’s/boyfriend’s car. Usually once I get home I just sleep for hours.
This was part one of my post. Next, when I have more time, I will go into more details about the treatment including side effects and the controversy. Feel free to comment with any questions and I’ll do my best to answer them in my next post!